Enduring Journey..

its been ages since i post up something..maybe its just becoz i dont feel like typing anymore, or im just plain lazy.. anyway, it was a tough 3 weeks for me having to forget things that have happened during my holiday… it was a terrible nitemare and im praying hard that i dont have to be reminded or think about it in anyway..it was INDEED the worst mistake i’ve done and i cant forgive myself for that… it has definitely changed my perspective on many things..i aint gonna turn back and im VERY sure of my decision.. maybe wat my used to be VIP said was right, but im gonna make sure i stick to my plan this time..i definitely cant forgive the other party..it was just too much for me and i really din expect things to be like that.. the only thing i wana think about this time around is my studies and trying to stay absolutely focus.. nothing is gonna change my mind and i can just pray to be guided through… well.. i really dont know wat to type..i just dont have that stamina to type all those long poems i used to do..sigh sigh sigh… ok then.. all the best to my buddies who are starting their Housemanship soon… mizz my dearest buddy so much…