27th May 2008…it was exactly 2months since i made a decision, and yet today im not sure it wil be the day i reconsider the decision and start fresh..i didnt expect things would be this way but i guess it was meant to be.. im tired with all the ‘accusations’, the ‘torture’ and everything which ONLY suffocated me.. i have shed more tears that i could have imagined..i hate the most when im being questioned for things i did which meant well. instead of being appreciative, i was hit back hard and the words i received was like a fresh wound on my heart… i dont think i can take it anymore.. it took me almost half a year to have a grip of myself the last time, but this time i dont know how long i need… its really so dreadful when something happy will come to an end this fast…i dont wish to elaborate coz i really dont wana shed any more tears..i can only pray hard to be guided through.
neway, had a good time in my kl trip …wish i could extend the trip..miss spending the good times with my bro and his gf.. a short summary..
weds nite - arrived around 7pm..had sum good ’scolding’ from the irritating bus driver who gave us ‘ lectures’ when we asked to be dropped at jejantas stop over..nvm about that..dinner at shabushabu was fun but i wasnt in the mood that nite coz was bit tired with the journey.. plus the gentleman beside me was observing me..haih…
thurs nite - the taiwan food (special pan mee+fried rice+boxing chicken+dumpling) near bro’s place was great, love it…
fri nite - dinner the nex day - ‘chu char’ (steam fish+ seafood taufu+scallop brocolli + ‘mamite’ paikut) was really recommended..yum yum… yeah, i only take dinner during thur and fri..i was treasure hunting at bro’s place for my lunch for two days..kekekekeke
sat - went for klang bah kut teh, yeah i love the dry type.. then went over to ONE utama for ‘Indianna Jones’..the movie was okok only…at nite, went for BBQ dinner at cititel.. was a few years since i last went there…
sun - went for the long awaited japanese buffet..dang, i forgot the hotel’s name..well, it was something different..ate some fresh oyster and lots of the baby octopus,,my fave..yumyum..plus some other stuff..the sushi is just okok only..neway, nothing can beat ’siensaki’ or something like that..i forgot the spelling, forgive me.. after lunch, went over to pavillion and then sunway before having dinner at wendy’s… yeah..covered many complexes till my feet were badly wounded til i went to vincci to buy a new sandals..
and yeah….i booked my tickets back for my 4th year holidays dee…yeah, im crazy, but keke..many of my cozmates also did the same thing already..looking forward for my 3 weeks holidays…too bad aint coming back for my bday in september coz its only 1 week and its more expensive than my nov tickets..huhu..gonna celebrate bday alone there i guess…ok then..dun wana talk much dee… am really moody…adious…
