Enduring Journey..

27th march 2008… it marked a brand new day for me..why?? its still too early for me to say anything, i will need time to determine if i made the right choice or decision.. im bringing myself out from a nightmare that have been haunting me for such a long time..and its not fair for me to be in the deep melancholy over certain ppl who doesnt appreciate me…so, we will see how things gonna change.. :)) in the mean time… STUDY STUDY STUDY for me…BERTAUBAT LAH …so cham cham

17 march 2008…first day of elective… so blur and sesat… Penang GH is memang busy to the max…im allocated to the cardio ward… my supervisor is not around, so just zoom around in the ward… saw a few PMC students but didnt approach them as i dont know what im supposed to do in the ward yet..i hope i wil be able to meet my supervisor, at least i have a plan of what i should do for the next 4 weeks… yeah, i can clerk the whole ward if i wan to..coz there’s nothin much for me to do there…the HO just ask me to do whatever i wana do..wil just see if i can help them take blood and set up IV linesbut have to be supervised by them coz no matter what they bear the responsibility… managed to talk to a few patients. trying my best to get back my semangat of clerking at least one patient a day but i managed 3 just now dint meet anyone i know yet so far, but hope to do so soon

neway, cant seem to get myself into SERIOUS studying… my eyes just wana close each time i go thru my beloved tortora…haiyo..wana smack myself hard man…i cant afford to waste my time actually… bertaubat lah for goodness sake…i just hope i dun have to ask dad to cane me with the rotan..hahahahahaha

12 march 2008…its been ages since i post up something in my blog..yeah, its kinda berkulat

dee..hehe…its just so nice to be back..i miss everything back here… my parents, all my poohs,

teddies and stuff…hehe… im gonna spend my time wisely and aint gonna let any crap destroy it..

havent meet any frens yet as this week is school holiday, just hope to spend more time with my

dad before he starts to be ‘jealous’ again…he actually shooed me back to KK coz he complains i

have been talking to much and irritate him…hehe… what to do, already used to asking patients so

many questions mah, so come back, ask this and that mah..kaka..

bro dee on his business trip in Japan…jealous gila coz its his second time dee…but the good news

for me was i managed to talk to mum about letting me go to Taiwan for my elective posing in 5th

year…yeah, i know i will be facing some language problem there due to buta mandarin situation

but im VERY DETERMINED to brush up my mandarin in this one year. my other coursemates

who are also going is gonna banned me from conversing in english..haha..so, those who used to

’scold’ me in mandarin, watch out..im gonna make sure i will be able to speak as well as possible..

all da best to me… i have to bid bubye of my hope to do elective in UK or even aussie as the cost

will be one hell of a thing to my parents..i dun wan my dad to nag me nonstop…can pengsan

bah…

ok..its almost time to start flipping my books…wake up mei ching..hehe..maybe nex week

ler..gonna mati mati for my professional exam also eh… i DUN wana repeat whole year… its

HORRID… will start my elective posting in GH next week as well..looking forward to it but

hope dun have to do too many things ler..hehehe…hope to get a good supervisor also, can puji puji

me and so my lecturer will be impress..hehehhe..neway, who ever is around in PG, hope to catch

up with u all despite my busy schedule.i will keep my promise eh…