Enduring Journey..

21 december… its a day when i feel its just so hard to face the truth when it hurts the most no matter how prepared u are to face it.. knowing is one thing but facing it is yet another thing..losing someone in ur life is some sort of a pain u wouldnt want to endure but losing two pure little ‘would be’ children of yours is worst than anything one could ever think of… they didnt even get to see the world yet only heard whispering and shoutings of ppl around them till they bid farewell to the world barely hours after they are brought to the world… i know why they didnt do anything to save them, it was too hard, it was too tough… it was the best decision coz they would be suffering even more if they were to be operated, maybe one will be able to survive but not for long… sigh..all of these remind me of how risky things would be.. no matter what we do, there is always a risk somewhere..we might be lucky most of the time, but still there are ppl around us who arent that fortunate…to the ppl who acted so insane and unethically thou u should know u arent suppose to in this field, shame REALLY SHAME on u…may u be punished for the things u did… at the end of the day, its just one thing that crossed my mind… GOD…how could i not think about Him when its Him that i pray to everyday… it made me realised how certain things are just beyond our control but His..no matter how smart mankind can be, they just couldnt do anything in certain things, just like this…and so, im praying that GOD will guide the mother and her family through this…its not easy but hope they will be strong to get through it. may GOD bless her abundantly…