last friday, we gathered at kampung D and the buses came late..it wasnt a good beginning for me, and sumthing happened that really hurt me deep inside… i tried my best to forget about it and tried to enjoy msyself but indeed it was tough.i didnt realise that on that morning itself, i realised i was being used somehow and certain ppl are treating me like im dead too… FINE… do what ever u want and i will treat u as how u ppl treated me… just dun go over the limit or u will know the REAL me… i sat with ‘hansumkim’ all the way on the bus after i was kicked away by ppl i thought are ‘frens’ here..nvm… i’m trying to learn how to forget..but NEVER forgive… i cant… okies about the ‘bad part’..aiks…
we went over to the nursing college or better known as kolej sains kesihatan bersekutu kota kinabalu before we started our journey to kudat.. the college was like so huge and though it’s still new, the facilities are better than those in papar hospital or even those in queen elizabeth..we had a tour round the college and had to listen to the ceramah and learn the technique of hand washing….another report to write then..:) and someone just said that it might be in the test…lau eh… sure pengsanler… didnt even study anything yet… my anatomy also wana die nia… test nex week and everything kelam kabut.. just now, even had to do presentation tmr..but luckily i can still escape this time.. just do the power point and my frens have to be the speakers..hehehehehe..:)
aiks…terserong again… back to my kudat trip… hehe… after having our so-called tea break at the nursing coll, we started our journey to kudat.. on the way, kim was hugging my pooh bear like how i sayang it… haha.. probably my pooh reminds me of his sis who is the same age as me and she happens to like pooh so much too..hehe… it was kim who actually saved my pooh when izzwan snatched it away from me…walau eh… then, we stopped over at kota belut and another petrol station..at the second petrol station, all of us were starving like mad and serbu the minimart at the petrol station like anything..from ice cream to maggi mee.and not forgetting all the junk food…hahaha… then, we stopped to have lunch at the nearby coffee shop or sumthing before continuing our journe which took another 45 minutes or so…
at about 4.30pm, we reached SMK Sikuati 2, which was our hostel for 2 nites… the students there were so excited to see us and greeted us as if we were like VIPs… we checked into the hostel which has in-door toilets like in hotel..lau eh.. way better than our hostel back in UMS..and all the mattresses and pillows were new… =P.. the food they provided us was tastier than our cafeteria… on the first nite, we were so bored and it was really pathetic that the area doesnt have network coverage and we really felt so trapped in the jungle..managed to persuade our coordinator to allow us to go to the ‘esplanade’ which is sumthing like the esplanade in penang… reminds me of home so badly ler… ate one big coconut there and talked to daddy and justin for awhile..haha… miss so many ppl ler..it was a really night outing and we only went back around midnite..hehe…
the nex morning, we woke up at about 7am, and it was so embarassing when the students there told us that it was actually time for breakfast…hehe…so tired ler…we were both excited and anxious to meet our adopted family… the ceremony started after the MP for kudat came… it was speeches at first and then we were introduced to our respective family.. me and aldrin( my partner for the nex 5 years) have a different family.. at first we were given to a dusun family but then, our family couldnt make it, so we were given a new family, kaum Brunei and agama Islam.. my foster dad is just 32 while my foster mum is 28… really can be my elder sister… we called them abang and kakak…hehe… then, they have a child, our adik angkat, who is 5 years old.. we called her Bibi, her real name is afiqah.. a superb hyperactive child.. i really have to take care of her..and she’s getting closer to me…
i was pretty thankful that i had such a great family.. sum of my frens werent that lucky..they had problems with their family and had to change again.. after lunch, my family took us to simpang mengayau, the tip of borneo… it was such a beautiful place and really had a wonderful and superb time there… the water is so clear and really duno how to say ler the feeling…so fresh and great…hahaha.. met a few frens there too…quite a num of them werent that lucky and didnt get to go out with their families… sum of the families were really poor… after that, we went back to the sch as we thought there were really sum interesting programme going on…mana tau, its only sum games thingy with the students there..aiks… shouldnt have come back ler.. my foster mum said she could have taken us to somewhere else then… aiks…
after that, we had dinner at our adopted family’s place… that was the first time my foster mum cooked for her guest..hehe… her cooking is nice and better than the cafe c eh.. sum chinese food too..i luv her soup..haha… miss my mummy’s cooking then… hehe… aiks.. mis pg food tooo much dee ler… after that, we went back to sch again after one of the teachers asked my foster mum to take us back there….kononny got interesting thing…lau eh.. came back for the LDK programme which is to motivate the students there..that was ok… coz, i really pity them as they are really so left out in so many aspects… i’m really thankful for all the things and previleges that i was showered for staying in the town..it was only that day that i realised how left out they were in study wise…some of them dun really know about matriculation as well… aiks… after that, we had a so-called karaoke session which was like too pathetic to even mention…lau eh.. all the ’suara sumbang’ kinda things… and sum of my colleagues were actually screaming their hearts out and i think the speakers also can burst… i think my gegendang telinga really pecah dee… had a terrible time and we kinda regretted for coming back ler… our foster dad wana take us go fishing eh… haih…:(.. miss that opportunity… nvm..still got a long way to go.. hehe… we overnite at our family’s house..it was the government’s quarters as my foster mum worked as the hostel supervisor of the sch… the sofa set is so gaya..and the house have 3 bedrooms… i slept in the room that has lots of soft toys…jealous man.. bibi has more teddies than me… hahahahaha… they even have one siamese cat at home and astro…
the nex morning, i couldnt wake up as it was so cozy..hehehe.. aldrin also woke up late and he was the one who banged my door…hahaha… if not, sure we will miss our bus… hehe… when we went back, most ppl are already in the bus dee.. hehe ..so paiseh that my frens had to carry my super big luggage down for me..thanks to geok sim..hehe… after bersalaman with our foster mum, we went up the bus… we went over to pekan sikuati for breakfast and i bought the kuih muih that seems interesting to me.. hehehe… my frens bought so many buah..i’m too lazy to carry… nex time ler… then, on the way we slept ler..the driver stopped a few times to let us buy sum food but i was so tired to go down… nex time ler..still have 5 years to come… hahaha… by the time we reached our hostel it was about 12.30pm..so tired that i quicky rushed back, took my bath and dropped dead… hahaha… study a while at nite…so guilty ler..didnt study for so many days dee…then, izzwan asked me to go down and eat the buah ‘taram’ or sumthing which could only be found in sabah..reserved one biggy biji for me but i couldnt finish ler… ate the max i could… there was a farewell party last nite for 3 of our colleagues who left today (luqman, salleh and syazwan), but i didnt attend as i wasnt actually invited and i know i would actually cry if i were to go there.. i’m quite close with luqman as he was in he same groups with me for many activities and i treated him like my godbro..and when he said bubye to me, i was kinda sad dee ler… then wat he said really hi me hard loh.. it wasnt easy for me to goodbye to him as it really remind me about steven who will also be leaving to US this sept… i didnt get to see him before i came here..so, only GOD knows when i’ll EVER see him gain… haih…my heart really hancur ler… then, when i saw luqman again as he said he will come for the last time, i really feel like crying dee but i managed to control my tears… really hope that he will have a great time in india… gonna mizz him too.. haih…
okies…. i better end here..this is like one of the longest blog i ever write… so much to write but i had to do my stuff first..no time dee..later wana o go back and study dee ler…can die man…really so stress… hope to receive some call from ppl i miss to much… cant afford to call them..haih… it will be more than 3 months before i go back… going to kudat again this sept..hope to celebrate my bday with my foster family as my foster dad’s bday is one day before mine… hehe… okies..chao first…adious….
