Enduring Journey..

well..the test on friday was like so disastrous… most of us really did so badly till there isnt any suitable to describe the feelings we have in us… i’m really out of words..and i cant imagine that i actually skipped a whole question and didnt even realise it… lau eh… can pengsan man… so geram with myself..and when i look again, it was already times up and i didnt realy know the answer ler… guess our lecturer gona pengsan when he saw our paper…

after exam, went to kingfisher, the out-campus hostel..somewhere near our uni..eat some really NICE food.. and went over to shop at likas mart..before that, accompanied my fren to hospital likas as she was having some really bad rashes on her skin… after shopping, we went back and was so exhausted… went over to the library and managed to find some info for my thesis…that;s the intro of it…

yesterday, our kk outing was cancelled and we went over to indah permai instead, another out-campus hostel.. the likas mart there was bigger and we ate KFC after so long…but the embarassing moment was when we were on the bus.. we were quite lost as it was the first time to IP, so we asked the bus driver about kfc or any shoplots in IP..but he laughed at us saying he doestn know anything and NEVER eat kfc before…he only knows how to eat daun..lau eh… so sia sui and the whole bus was laughing at us… after eating kfc, my fren wasnt feeling well and her heart beat was too fast..so went over to the clinic so she can be examined..the doctor gave her some medication to control her heart rate… lau eh… then we headed back to hostel as there was a function last nite too

we gathered at the cancelor hall at nite as there was a special ‘majils ramah mesra’ with the higher education minister, dato’ shafie who came all the way to UMS… the embarassing moment was we, medic students have to put on the lab coat and act like doctors.. we were requested to be the ‘guard-of-honours’ with the ‘pelapis’ and ’suksis’ and other students have to clap for us when we enter the hall..lau eh… i can understand how degraded they were… after the ceremony, dato’ shafie also shook hand with us including me..coz we were sitting on the front rows… hehe… bangga a bit ler..kuakua… then, we also have photo session with him.. hehe…

okies, gona do my work dee… so tired dee….will update again soon… looking forward to tues and weds…my bro and mum coming….YIPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

this is the third week of class and the most crako i should say with so many things to do and study…the worst came when we were given the medical terminology on tues and we are required to study for that for our test on fri which is tmr..all the terms need to be memorized…i also duno how i can survive this test… just gona push everything inside..but at times, i’m really so pissed off with hostel life… i just wish certain ppl could actually be more considerate and think about others’ feelings before they do something… they dont actually understand the time when ppl NEED and HAVE to study…

just had the presentation on our western medicine…lau eh… kena tembak like anything..dont really how to answer ler.. but our group are really cooperative in this part in which we really ‘discuss’ and produce the ‘best’ answers which are sometimes right and most of the time wrong..hehehe..jsut hope we didnt ruin or destroy our marks or something ler… but the sad part was in the power point, my name was not the presenter when i WAS the presenter.. pissed off ler… lau eh… hate it so much when ppl didnt address me properly..and the person in-charge of the power point thought that i was mad at him and stalking him…hahaha.. i where ler got so small gas…hehe… i dee changed so much compared to when i’m in AIMST..coz i appreciate what ever that i have now..and i WONT turn back no matter how tough life will be..so… got to go..going for my kadazan dusun class now… chao..

dun really have much to say but suddenly miss home last nite and tears just rolled down… i told myself to be strong, i thought i was strong but in the end, i was defeated by my own emotions…a few of my coursemates are going back in sept…nah, i dont think i’ll be going back to pg..the holiday is too short and i will be even worse if i were to go back… lagi home sick cukup cukup.. the other day, there was ribut taufan in sabah..and we didnt know that except that it rained so heavily the whole day long..i was trapped under the rain and had an enduring time walkling back from the library to my hostel..walau eh…tak boleh tahan man… soak like anything… things are going tough and i’m still able to cope…just hope that it will go on smoothly..i’m trying to be nice to everyone but certain ppl are really giving me some hard time and it pisses me…lau eh… plus the pain i went thru back in the hostel in AIMST, made me stay away from people too… i know no one is the same but i’m worried that history will repeat..i really do… okies..got to go… enjoying my kadazan dusun class… will write in that bahasa nex time… lang adon oku nika (i miss u)..that’s to everyone i know… miss u ppl so much… chao.. will try to update as much as i could..chao

heihei… it’s been two weeks since i arrived in sabah, the land below the wind… when i first arrived, it was nothing special, the airport isnt as modern as the one in penang…the seniors were waiting for us and there were lots of ppl who arrived on that day too…we then headed to UMS using the UMS bus and the seniors were so kind to carry our super extra biggy luggage and arranged everything for us. on the way we passed KK town and it was like..urm, so hard to say ler..it was pretty dull and not colourful as in penang loh…the town is big but as i said, not that modern ler… then, when we were approaching UMS, it was a fascinating sight to see how beautiful UMS is… probably it’s still new and the buildings are different in a way too… most of the buildings are red in colour but they arent high rise or watso ever… it;s totally different from what i saw in UUM or even UPM… after registering into the hostel, i started to clean everything and then slept ler…the next way was registration for uni and i didnt have to line up with the rest as i did my STPM in 2003..hehe..then, went back to hostel and slept again.. hehe… kinda tired ler… life starts early here.. the sun rises at 6am and by 9am, it;s scorching hot like in the afternoon in peninsular… after that, orientation for like 5 days… suffering ler…woke up at 4am daily for wat  ceramah moral and stuff and i usually slept the whole way thru… then the never ending taklimat and stuff.. and obviously, sleep and sleep non-stop ler… wat to do, my eyes just automatically close ler..the worse was the seniors over here are more cheeky..they captured photos and images of those who slept and presented them in power point for the audience..walau eh…i think i saw my face on the screen but wasnt exactly sure whether it;s me or not ler…hehe… sia sui man… then we had ‘taichi’, aerobic and marathon sessions which were very tiring and demanding ler… coz we walked alot plus the hilly roads didnt help much…and due to the orientation too, my leather shoes are worn out..like crocodile’s mouth dee…luckily got bring other sandals..if not,sure pengsan… the best part was when we had sessions with our coursemates…and from there i got to know that there are a lot of ppl like my case… around 10 of us. a few of them went to IMU for pharmacy or medic… then, we went over to queen elizabeth hospital for a visit… my heart really melted to see the condition over there…the wasnt enough doctors over there and i just dont know how to express my feelings when i was there..it does inspire me to strive harder to achieve this ambition and to be able to serve the community… i did consider of doing my housemanship over here… but i cant really be sure…just see how things will be in the coming 5 years… then, get to see the cadavers… one of the gals was a bit shocked but later on okay dee… i didnt exactly feel anything, maybe becoz i’m very firm in some way… or i’m prepared for it…:)

meet really nice frens… and i’m one of the ‘wargatua’ in class…most of them are 20, 19 or some even 18…really so sia sui eh…so, they ask me to treat as their sister or sumething ler…we are encouraged to speak and participate in class and thank GOD, the lecturers are stressing the usage of english… getting along well with everyone though i know others are forming alliance here and there… nah, i’m good to everyone….. we are suppose to stay as a team for the coming 5 years… so…cooperation and helping others is our routine….

well, lectures start this week…it will be a boring yet stressful week with so many things that need to be hand in… we will have lectures on ethics, behaviours and stuff on our profession for the nex 3 weeks… then exam on this topic and after that we will move on to anatomy, physiology and stuff… just hope to get the books by then…. we will have the pelancaran for our PUPUK programme in kudat at the end of the month, in which we will be adopted by families over here and we will have to ‘look after’ and contribute to them as much as we could for the coming 5 years…the families are those living in the pedalaman, so, we have to travel on our own for our visits… just hope i will get a good partner then… then, this week alone, i was made to speak in front of the class…walau eh… ‘indirectly forced to volunteer’ during public speaking… just a simple note about myself…it was surprising that i didnt stammer or shiver… hehe…then, yesterday, was made to act in front of the class pulak…a dui… some of my frens said i’m really good in acting… konon nya… hehe… then, went to hospital papar this morning..was a nice tour, did get an insight of how the things are run in this  district hospital…it’s situated in the pedalaman… and i slept the whole journey there…. hehe… tired ler… and then another report to hand in… so many things to do actually and really need a laptop..with wireless..so can serve the net..coz the comp is very annoying..cant save using pendrive..and worse, some dont even have microsoft words..walau eh…got a few assignments… so..better get going ler..will post up again some other time.. to those who wana keep in touch, it;s best via sms… coz i wont get to online so often like last time… okies…tmr, will have orientation with the seniors and they have lots of activities for us..they gona ‘torture’ us dee..hehe…will enjoy myself then… chao….